Colbey

Colbey is my first born son. He was born with a head of black hair which is one factor of why his name is Colbey. He was born a month premature under somewhat troubling circumstances. For many people I imagine this would have been very traumatic, for me it wasn't I can't say why exactly but I KNEW I did not THINK or GUESS, I was completely certain he would be just fine. The doctors when inserting a tube into his lungs punctured one. And still I was not worried. Perhaps this was because I was psychic? Doubtful, I have come to realize it was because I was still not really fully grown up and in my heart so to speak I didn't believe anything truly horrible could happen., not to me anyway.

As Colbey grows he never ceases to amaze me. before he was two he was dressing himself he always wants to do everything himself. And yet hes so small. smaller than many other kids his age. At the same time hes more physically adept that any child his age I have seen. perhaps i'm just biased but i don't believe so. I'll continue this at another time. and Start more about Nick and Kaiden. They are all so different.